Monday, 19 November 2012

Searching for Inspiration

Yesterday was, a good day. It was a beautiful, sunny Autumn day, the kind of day when I remember Malcolm and wish he could have been here to see it. I managed to get out and run for a short time, felt good once I had got out the door. An old familiar pain came along to say hello again which was .... well, familiar and a little worrying - it's too early!.

I spent the afternoon cooking along with two of my favourites, Andrea Bocelli and John Barry which meant that I ended up cooking in tears! which I guess is better than my cooking being responsible for bringing everyone else to tears, although very often it does. I'm searching at the moment to find some inspiration from somewhere, nothing is flowing, nothing is coming naturally and I'm struggling to find a way through right now. This time last year everything was new and the 'not knowing what was to come' meant it was all a bit funny but this year I know exactly what's coming and I just can't see funny anywhere.

Later on, as we sat infront  of the fire after dinner I had a brainwave, I have ordered, and am eagerly awaiting the arrival of 'The Luxury of Time' by Jane Tomlinson, if this amazing, couragous lady doesn't inspire me then there isn't a hope!

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