Going Nowhere!

Despite many 'would be a good day for a run' days I haven't actually managed to get out of the door!

When you are training for an event (at whatever level) it does give your life a focus, I think I've talked about this before, and when it's over you do feel a bit lost. Do I keep on running? if I do, why? if I don't then what, because when you are over fifty and you spend hours of the day sitting down there has to be something in order to hold off the 'jelly belly'. The hours I used to spend training have been filled but I have no idea with what. I've looked at doing yoga or palates, zumba or the gym but it all costs money and one class a week just isn't going to crack it!

I think for now I shall take a few more weeks to decide and just see how I'm feeling, maybe as the pounds begin to pile on I will be prized out of the door?

To be getting on with, I have a little project, I'm attempting to make a 'pregnant belly cake' for Madi's baby shower... just how much do fancy cake tins cost????? I'm trying to improvise but struggling to find anything that might do, at this moment in time the belly and boobs may end up flat on top!!!!.... I shall, if it's anything like ok, post a photo when it's done.

I have for now given up with transferring my blog. I have come to the conclusion that there is an age when the internet, possibly computers in general, overtakes you. I guess that age is different for everyone but for me it's fifty five and a half! I used to think I could work out most things online but this was just beyond me. I managed to find a different host last weekend that did appear to be a lot clearer. I signed up for what I thought was one month and they swiped 2 years worth of payments from our account... panic!!!!  we have yet to check but I believe they have thankfully refunded the money which is great but still leaves me 'host-less'. Following a few angry/frustrated tears Andrew said to me 'just write - you've been so tangled up trying to work all this out that you're not doing what you set out doing only because you loved doing it - writing' of course he's right, he's always right. For a man who's always right I can't work out how we get so much wrong! Anyway, for now I'm going to keep writing and hopefully the rest will work itself out.