Get a Grip

For God's sake girl, get a grip!

Feeling totally terrified right now.  At the moment the running seems like the easiest bit, it's the logistics that have turned into a nightmare.  Slight change of plan for tomorrow but on Sunday it's looking like I will have done a marathon before I get to the start.  I assumed when I saw Jan and I were at different starts that one of us would simply have to go one more stop on the tube but Oh no, that would be far too simple.  I have to go to Blackheath and that doesn't even appear to be on a tube line.  I have to get on the Docklands Light Railway for a couple of stops then change to the Jubilee line and then change to a proper train at London Bridge - there is so much scope here for disaster.

I saw Nadia Sawalha and Amanda Mealing on TV this morning, they are both doing it and were both terrified. The most Amanda had done was a half marathon, I felt I needed drip feeding similar stories all day.

Anyway, it's later than I intended, I'm really tired, all this stress is exhausting, and I feel so unprepared so I am going to call it a day and go to bed (I'm sure I have a sore throat coming on too).